Still haven’t come to terms with myself that I can’t have him, I never will again. I was stupid for thinking I could’ve had another chance with him, I was stupid to date him in the first place. I was stupid for telling him I love you, but I was stupid for ending it. I regret it so much. He’s moved on, he as a girlfriend, a GIRLFRIEND. How the hell did I ever think I had another chance with him. Today was my last chance to talk to him anyways so I guess it’s a good thing. I can’t be in love with him still. I can’t, I can’t, I CAN’T. I’m fucking stupid. I don’t even know what I’m thinking. I ended it over a year ago and now I don’t know what to do. I know what I will do though, take it out on myself. It’s all my fault anyways… right?