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If this post gets 50,000 notes by March 30th I wont kill myself

I know this wont make it but i’ll give it a chance anyways…

Broken

Still haven’t come to terms with myself that I can’t have him, I never will again. I was stupid for thinking I could’ve had another chance with him, I was stupid to date him in the first place. I was stupid for telling him I love you, but I was stupid for ending it. I regret it so much. He’s moved on, he as a girlfriend, a GIRLFRIEND. How the hell did I ever think I had another chance with him. Today was my last chance to talk to him anyways so I guess it’s a good thing. I can’t be in love with him still. I can’t, I can’t, I CAN’T. I’m fucking stupid. I don’t even know what I’m thinking. I ended it over a year ago and now I don’t know what to do. I know what I will do though, take it out on myself. It’s all my fault anyways… right?

I regret the moment that I took a razor to my skin

So much

Guys please help me, I’m a month free of SH and I feel like I’m about to relapse. I’m trying so hard not to, trying to keep my hands busy so I don’t scratch, and I’m giving it all I fucking have not to go grab my razors from where I hid them. I shoulda just thrown them away when I had the chance, now if I go to throw them away I’m not going to be able to without cutting. Can someone just please PLEASE talk to me so I can keep my mind off of it?

I wanna be drunk when I wake up

Can you guys seriously just ask me questions?

You have an hour and I will answer every single one on public. Seriously.. Like please? >.

Everything on my dash is just so fucking relevant right now.

Kinda scaring me

You can’t run away from your problems if your problems are in your head

You can run away from the monsters if the monsters are in your head

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